“Feng Yuan, your temper is really too frightening. I can’t take this.”
His pitch-black pupils peered through feathery lashes, a chill seeping into the cracks of his bones.
Feng Yuan knew Gong Ze was serious.
He really was going to leave, going to leave him. There was no reluctance or hesitation in the depths of his eyes.
“I know… I was wrong…”
Feng Yuan’s eye rims were red and wet. He gritted his teeth with a creaking sound, like a dog whose claws had been broken but still retained its ferocity—pitiful and vicious.
This was his first time trying to put down his wild arrogance and bow his head to beg.
Gong Ze seemed unable to bear it and sighed, turning his head away. “Don’t be like this, Feng Yuan…”
Seeing that Gong Ze would still pity him, Feng Yuan’s nasal cavity suddenly ached sourly, and his heart spasmed uncontrollably. He could not help raising his hand to cover it.
Feng Yuan thought about how yesterday the two of them had still been deeply in love, lying in the same bed. Gong Ze had hugged him from behind, face red, pressing an inhibitor patch over the gland on his neck that Feng Yuan had bitten red.
In just one short day.
In a moment of impulse, he had listened to that bastard Gao Chun’s words and destroyed everything!
The injuries on Gong Ze’s body made Feng Yuan regret endlessly. If it were him, he would not forgive either…
The person whose heart was both sour and afraid spoke in a hoarse voice. In a place with no outsiders, he had already put down his pride and revealed a hint of tears in his voice: “If I don’t act like this, what am I supposed to do… You’re about to leave, we’re about to break up!”
Gong Ze was silent.
“I know it’s my fault… I admit it! I’ll change, alright?! I don’t agree to break up!”
The huge emotional fluctuation made him speak incoherently.
Fierce and harsh, yet full of endless grievance.
“Gong Ze… you can’t do this…” Looking at the unmoved Gong Ze, Feng Yuan could no longer hold back his fear. Fierce in appearance but weak inside, he grabbed Gong Ze, and with reddened eye rims roared: “You fucking held me yesterday! You made me go through hell and back, my whole body is fucking covered in your scent, and now you want to break up with me because I made one mistake?! Just you dare try! I won’t let you off! Only I get to say when we break up. You want to leave? Heh… impossible! Gong Ze, I’m going to cling to you for a lifetime!”
He roared in a chaotic burst, his temper this fierce.
Always reckless and mad without a care.
He even abandoned shame and loudly shouted about their intimate affairs. Gong Ze was stunned for a moment, then instantly flushed red. He struggled free from the person grabbing his collar and hurriedly covered his mouth with his hand.
“Feng Yuan! Are you crazy?! This is a police station, do you know what you’re saying!”
Feng Yuan pulled Gong Ze’s hand away, tilted his head up, and crazily bit Gong Ze’s lips. Wildly and viciously he hugged Gong Ze, forcing his way in.
“Feng Yuan!!!”
His face burning, Gong Ze nervously checked the door to see if anyone had seen, while being bitten with a “mm.” He winced in pain and tried to pull off the Feng Yuan clinging to him.
Lips and tongues tangled messily together.
Teeth knocked against soft lips, painful enough to make one squint and spill physiological tears.
“Stop! There are people here!”
The two bodies pressed close, clothes rubbing together, suppressed angry roars and scolding, accompanied by the sticky sounds of kissing that made one’s face hot and heartbeat race, banging and crashing against the wall.
When they finally separated, Gong Ze leaned against the wall, lips moist, eyes shocked and ashamed. Meanwhile, Feng Yuan, pressing down on him, panted heavily, his hand gripping downward, looking up at Gong Ze with complacency.
As if saying: “You clearly still love me, you have feelings for me.”
Gong Ze’s ear tips turned red with shame. He was furious. Feng Yuan really was a bastard.
He roared back: “I’m a normal person! Even if it weren’t you, if someone else groped me like this, I’d still have a reaction!”
Feng Yuan did not care about that. He only saw that Gong Ze’s indifferent, disheartened expression had finally been broken, and Gong Ze was showing him other expressions.
That was good news.
“Anyway, I won’t let you go.”
Feng Yuan simply coaxed, wheedled, and domineered all at once: “I was wrong and I admit it. I repent, I’m not human. I hit you—if you want to hit back, I’ll let you hit me! But break up? I’ve been played by you, my gland has been marked by you, and now you want to kick me away? Gong Ze, I’m not one of those crying little Omegas. If you don’t want me, I’ll fucking fight you to the death!”
Hearing this, Gong Ze also became angry.
He closed his eyes to suppress his fury, but… no more suppressing it!
Feng Yuan was a bastard. He had never seen such a shameless Omega!
“You say I slept with you—didn’t you sleep with me? You’ve done the same to me—! Besides, I’ve been enduring your foul temper all along. You fly into a rage at the drop of a hat, you give me attitude the moment we disagree. Is this the only time you’ve done something wrong!”
“I know I should have told you about the child earlier, but I was afraid if I told you, you’d kill me!”
“Now you heard a bit from your friend, didn’t even listen to my explanation, beat me up, almost strangled me to death, and scared Panpan into shock.”
The furious Gong Ze also began to pant heavily. As he spoke, his eye rims gradually reddened.
He grabbed Feng Yuan’s collar with his backhand and roared: “Only you are sad, only you are wronged! I’ve endured you for so long, every day with you I’m afraid you’ll be unhappy and take it out on me!”
“I did want to live well with you—did I not give real feelings?” Gong Ze choked up, then gritted his teeth and held it back. “But with you like this, do I dare?!”
Feng Yuan: “…”
Feng Yuan stood frozen in place, not expecting his temper to bring Gong Ze so much pressure.
Gong Ze was uneasy every day, pent up deep inside.
The two of them panted heavily, red-eyed, glaring at each other for a long while. Then Gong Ze suddenly let go of him and turned his head away.
“I know our relationship isn’t a real couple’s. At most I’m someone you paid to keep. But I do have feelings for you… I don’t want to wait until later, when too much time has passed, when I truly can’t let you go, and then regret it… Feng Yuan, I really don’t want to be with you anymore… Let me go. Half the money you gave me was spent on Panpan’s treatment. I’ll return the rest…”
“…”
Hearing Gong Ze say he was afraid that after a long time he wouldn’t be able to bear to let go of him, Feng Yuan’s heart felt like it was about to shatter.
Seeing Gong Ze turn his head away but with reddened eye rims, his throat clogged with unbearable discomfort, Feng Yuan’s heart felt like it had fallen into sulfuric acid, been fished out, and then stuffed into a pool of bitter water.
“Gong Ze…”
Feng Yuan couldn’t help stepping forward and hugging the Alpha who refused to look at him.
His heart ached with sour bitterness, twisted and knotted.
Seeing Gong Ze like this was more effective than any personality-changing medicine Feng Yuan could take. He hated and raged at himself, swearing that if he ever lost his temper at Gong Ze again, he would beat himself up first.
“Let’s not break up…”
Feng Yuan rested his chin on Gong Ze’s shoulder.
Throwing away pride and face, he turned his head and pressed his lips against Gong Ze’s cold cheek, rubbing again and again, choking with reluctance to let go: “I like you too, Gong Ze. The first time I saw you I wanted you. After I tricked you into my hands, I realized how good you are. I never actually treated you as a bought little lover. If I didn’t truly treat you as my partner, would I be crazy enough to let you mark me and touch my gland?”
As he spoke, he himself grew a bit emotional, his voice growing hoarser.
“Don’t say things like returning the money to me. It hurts to hear it… Gong Ze… give me one more chance. I won’t do it again. Let’s make it work properly, okay?”
Even that cheap son of his—since Gong Ze wanted to raise him, and anyway he wasn’t Gong Ze’s biological child, he was willing to raise him together with Gong Ze.
As long as Gong Ze could stop being angry and forgive him, anything was fine.
When Gong Ze heard him say he liked him, his body trembled slightly.
Feng Yuan, who was holding him, felt it. He only felt his heart soften into water, wrapping around Gong Ze. He couldn’t help but kiss Gong Ze’s flawless, refined side profile again. He knew Gong Ze still loved him—he had just been hurt too deeply.
Kissing the wound on Gong Ze’s face, Feng Yuan wished he could stab himself twice!
How could I have done it back then?
Damn it.
I really was possessed.
The matter of Gong Ze possibly not loving him and deceiving him struck Feng Yuan’s brain like a hammer, stunning him silly.
“I know you love me too. We have feelings for each other. Those days before—are you willing to just throw them away?”
“Gong Ze… I can’t bear to…”
“…”
The two of them—one facing the wall, one hugging the one in front—the one behind kept kissing the wounds of the one in front.
The atmosphere was quiet for a long time.
Gong Ze turned his head slightly and glanced at Feng Yuan: “What you said… is it true…?”
Feng Yuan was stunned when he heard it, then wild with joy!
He swore to Gong Ze with all sincerity: “I promise.”
Gong Ze pressed his lips together and lowered his head, quietly thinking for a moment. During this moment, Feng Yuan was tormented, his heart in turmoil, nearly worried to death.
Only then did Gong Ze nod with furrowed brows and give an “mm,” saying hesitantly: “This is the last time.”
Feng Yuan: “!”
From the abyss to heaven, coming back from the dead, withered wood meeting spring—nothing could compare to this!!
When Feng Yuan, overjoyed beyond himself, recovered, what followed was infinite love, tenderness, and guilt toward Gong Ze. He hugged Gong Ze tightly: “Gong Ze, I’ll never lay a hand on you again. I love you. In this lifetime, I will only accept one Alpha, and that’s you.”
Hearing this, Gong Ze didn’t make a sound, but his brows and eyes relaxed considerably.
“Mm. I hope you remember your words, Feng Yuan.”
“Of course I will!”
…
…
Jiang Lin’an and Ji Huai were full of worry.
“Later, how do you think we should comfort Feng Yuan?” Ji Huai sighed.
First betrayed by a brother, then heartbroken.
“Can’t we try to persuade Gong Ze?” Ji Huai poked Jiang Lin’an, who was worrying and chewing on a cigarette butt. “Doesn’t Gong Ze lack money? How about spending some money?”
“Do you really think it’s that easy?” The cigarette at Jiang Lin’an’s lips was unlit. He chewed the filter and glanced at Ji Huai, speechless. “Can’t you see that A-Yuan and Gong Ze aren’t a spend-money-and-play-around relationship? A-Yuan has clearly developed real feelings.”
“Gong Ze is affectionate and righteous. He’s grateful to A-Yuan and has a lot of good feelings toward him. The two of them aren’t a sugar daddy and little lover at all—they’re clearly dating!”
“Besides, have you forgotten the fishing trip on the mountaintop last time?”
“Don’t look at Gong Ze just because he’s a bit poor. When it comes to temper, I’d say he’s no less than A-Yuan. He has a stubborn streak of clinging to reason in his bones. A-Yuan beat him up and scattered all the affection. If Gong Ze wants to break up with him, he really can.”
On the surface, it looked like Feng Yuan was the strong, domineering one.
But with feelings, if Gong Ze simply stopped loving Feng Yuan, he would refuse to put his heart in anymore. Even if Feng Yuan forcibly kept the person by his side and possessed him, living in awkward, torturous friction would be meaningless.
What Feng Yuan wanted now was Gong Ze’s heart, wasn’t it?
Ji Huai sighed after hearing this: “Sigh…”
Jiang Lin’an suddenly gritted his teeth: “If you ask me, this is all Gao Chun’s fault! Is he a psychopath?! How long has A-Yuan been single? Finally someone came to warm this kid up, and he plays dirty behind the scenes, insisting on stirring things up until they’re ruined! If he doesn’t explain himself clearly, then this brotherhood is over!”
Ji Huai: “…”
Ji Huai, who was on good terms with Gao Chun, was silent.
He naturally understood that Gao Chun had been out of line here, and it was hard to make excuses for him.
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